When you dig your feelings deeply, what do you see? happiness!, hmm, but there is still something wrong, a tiny spot of emptiness somewhere unnoticeable to whoever is causing it and you just can't say it because it's so tiny and you wish and just wish that he or she will notice it, but time is running and the tiny spot is growing and changing your life, you became a figure that only casts shadow over things, something is dying in you.